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Had Chinese O level today. Ohh my. I dont think I did as well as those oral internal exams. Can you believe I went for a nation wide exam. Anw, I think competition is more scary. But, there was only I student and TWO teachers in a room. How scary can that be. I'm the first one to go somemore. Nanda and I went first. The passage was easy, the conversation part was a little difficult, but I'm confident tt I can get distinction and I better get. If not I'll jump down from the building Nanda and ZX always wanted someone to jump down from for their three years in the other block.
Okayy. I got some teacher from Chong Cheung and another one from TKGS, Nanda is a chaet. She had someone from TKGS and Telok Kurau Sec. Mine is the difficult one la. The CC ppl Chinese so good la. Then Zhang Fang says that the CC teacher don't need to ask anymore question the teacher just sit there and listen. the students will elaborate and continue talking till they are done.
Anw, I saw one teacher giving me 4, 5, 13, 13. I'm happy because I've 35/40. As in one teacher gave me that another she cover cover I cannot see. I tried to peep but cannot make it. haha. Eyes too SMALL.
I almost died during morning assembly. Now I know, I can never trust some ppl in the office doing morning duty. This morning, I went in the office and saw that there was 3 ppl in there alr. So I thought it'll be too cramp if I stay there too, so I went out to see if I was of any help for the morning excercise thingy. Went in to class to collect my shoes because Nanda brought it home. Went to look for the art room 2 key and realise that Meida didnt come to school and she forgot to return the art room 2 key yesterday. How nice. I was like some mad women running arnd school this morning.
Math class was alright. I seriously think tt Miss Tan Lay Kwang is damn nice. She told us so many story abt us and she said tt if our whole class pass for Math Prelim she'll bring us to chalet and she'll PAY for EVERYTHING. not only tt, she's so patient and explains everything slowly to you. I slept throughout SS lesson because she was uttering rubbish the whole time. Woke up the last 15mins and wrote smth for Felicia using my RIGHT HAND. First time ever am I using my right hand to wirte a letter. Almost died so I change into left hand less than one quarter way through. Felicia Lim Pei Ting you better appreciate it.
ooh ya, this was what happen during Math class.
Miss Tan: so everyone understand right? I'll walk arnd and check.
(She reached my table, saw my work) and said,
" Girls, of course you must present your work neatly and in an orderly manner, if the teacher dont understand your work, you wont be able to get marks. "

IS MY HANDWRITING THAT BAD?
Anyone who has ever seen my handwriting, Pls tag and tell me if it's really that bad.

Chem was practical. Xuan and I went crazy la. Xinni, Dinie and JJ skipped class and Mdm Zakiah found out, I think they are so gonna die. Naomi had cramps so it was ok. Naomi should be happy to have Janice as a friend man.

Only went for 15mins of EL because we could leave early for oral. Did some corrections and went off. Xuan photocopied some paper then went to eat fruits, wanted to look for Veronica but their class had alr ended. Lucky she saw me at the canteen. We are all gonna go for the 15th July carnival and to play. Ohh YES!!!

I think I'm going over to my cousin's house t0 stay over next week and Felicia should be happy because I'll be going to school with her and she dont need to wait for her sister and be late anymore.

Here's something dedicated to my teammates especially, Charlotte, ZX, Pearls and Sam.
Thank you for encouring me when I was down,
When I felt like I couldnt play anymore,
you pulled me up with your hugs and words.
You gave me the thing to play and want for more.

You make me feel love,
gave me all that you could.
Love me just as much as yourselves.
Thank you and I LOVE YOU.

This is for the Juniors:
Thank you for all your cheers,
You make me feel like playing.
Help me run all the errands.
Not leaving us even when our games were screwed up.
I love you all for you love me too.
All the hugs.
You hugged me when I needed one, Thank you.

Chinese was Great. For the past two years. Todays' Chinese lesson is the best. 4/7 and 4/4 combined and Mrs Peggy Tan taught us. Her lessons are much funnier and more enriching.

How much fun can Geog give me.

Recess was alright. Art all the way and I taught Meida Chinese for her oral later on. I was kinda fierce, sorry Meida. Slept because I was too tired. Sorry Meida.

I couldnt even do warm up properly today, I dont know why. It hasnt been like that for quite some time.
I didnt play for 6/7 of the time. I was sitting there doing nth. Am I really tt Bad. I dunno. I just hate sitting there doing nth. This competition is the competition tt I've been bench for the longest. Sec 1,2,3 I'm playing 6/7 of the time. Jill will bench me once in while when I did smth wrongly. How nice this time round. Not even in the main line.

Thought tt everyone will be dropping at Eunos MRT so I drop there too and when I came down, it was only Jowie, Felicia and I. Thank You Felicia for accompanying me.
Ate chicken rice and the rice abit cannot make it but I didnt complain.

27th June 2006, Tues. Competition!!!

Lim Ben hse doesn’t have any electricity for the day till 8 am tomorrow. So she cannot send me the videos and photos tt she took today. How sad. I burst out laughing when she told me tt her hse didn’t have electricity.

School wasn’t tt bad. Had Lit, English and Bio lessons today.
Bio was fun, we did some experiment and I had no idea what to do. All tt I knew was the test for starch. All the others was anyhow one. I got it correct though.

Sam's MP3 spoil and the only song we could listen to was Indescribable. It was nice though. I still don’t believe tt San Mao is a girl. I'll go ask Miss Wong tomorrow. Ohh ya. Wendy is leaving tomorrow. How sad, or maybe how nice for Sandra Thong.

God is Great. When Swiss first scored a goal on us and the score was 1(Swiss) and 0( KC). I started praying and praying. Guess what? The very moment I open my eyes, Charlotte scored. I was so glad. Final score, 5(KC), 3( Swiss). Didn’t play much for this game though

Second match, KC vs. Hill Grove. 15-0. We totally trash them. Played more this time round. I scored 2 goals here. I don’t think its good enough for the obvious reason, I'm playing as a forward and it is not difficult to shoot on them. I'm happy for the team though.

I WANNA PLAY MORE. CAN I PLAY AS A DEFEND RATHER THAN A FORWARD. I'LL BE HAPPIER AND I'LL BE ABLE TO PLAY BETTER. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN TRNG AS A DEFENDER AND NOW YOU WANT ME TO PLAY AS A FORWARD W/O PRACTICING AND YOU SCOLD ME. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY THE DEFENDER RUN ALL THE WAY UP TO MY HALF AND TAKE THE BALL ALWAY FROM ME. WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO. BENCH ME WHEN IT'S NOT EVEN MY FAULT. I DONT TO PLAY WITH ALL THE KICHIKURAT PLAYERS.
Anw, I'll just play my part and leave all the others to Jill.

How nice of Pearls being a friend leaving me alone just when Nisa mother could send me home, she didn’t even tell me and to think I was waiting for her outside school. Lucky I had the juniors to accompany me. I cannot depend on her as a Kembangan buddy to go home together. Sorry Pearls but I just had to comment on that. I'm telling you this time round if you ever read my blog, so that you wouldn’t do this the next time round to other ppl or me.

Went PP with the Juniors to eat dinner. None of them eating, to think I thought everyone would be eating. Melsa and Thong had to go home, so they left at 6 and Jowie tagged along so it's just left with Ben and me. I shall call her Felicia here because she was being a kind soul and followed me to the toilet and Giant.

NX: I don’t have enough money.
Felicia: Do you want me to lend you.
NX: Don’t need, I have. ( Putting the packet of pad which cost 4.8 into my bag), Just walk out.
Felicia: NX, don’t. Give the packet of pad to me.
NX: JUST WALK.
Felicia: Don’t leh.
NX: (walking to the cashier.)
Felicia: I thought you don’t have enough money?
NX: (taking her folded 10 dollars out) Nah.( Put the money on the table)
Felicia: orh. (Putting the 10 dollars secretly into her pocket hoping tt NX won’t see)
NX: ( Didn’t want to expose her secret plan, looking away like nth ever happened)
After some time
Felicia: NX, where's you money. Going to pay soon.
NX: haiya. It's just there.
Cashier: 4 dollars 85 cents.
NX: Felicia pay.
Felicia: Huh?
NX: take the money out la. I know it's with you.

Walked fast to catch the bus. I bet with Felicia tt we won’t be able to reach in time given our speed, if we were able, I'll treat her to bubble tea. We caught the bus but I'm not going to treat her to bubble tea because she cheated. She walked so fast la.
Nth much in the bus, Thank you Felicia for lending me your shoulder. I was really tired.

Bus stop. Felicia was like," eh, tt guy hip ar" I saw him and we started laughing somehow tt guy knows tt we're talking abt him and stare at us. Don’t care la. haha. Walked across the overhead bridge. Saw Seng Yong there. I started playing with him as in like smacking his butt and all. There was this stupid woman who kept looking at me, What's your problem. He's just my cousin. Its just tt you do not know. Anw, I almost missed my bus stop as I was sleeping happily. I was so tired. Did EL hw just now and it's I'm left with 2 more articles. One on World Cup and another on some story book I guess.

Lim Felicia is a cheat, she didn’t take photos of me. I'm so sad.

Tomorrow is competition again and I think the match tomorrow will be more challenging than the one yesterday. I think I'll tell Jill tt I wanna be a defender. I just cant play as a forward for nuts.

English was alright. P.E. I left my P.E shirt and short together with my wallet on the table at home. I had to run in my uniform and I am sick. I puked half way. As in just the what la. Charmaine kept saying tt I'm pregnant la. I told her tt too. I asked her whose baby izzitand if it is Ben's from 2/5 . She said tt it's Jerry. I then said, huh, I thought is Jerry. It was funny. The weights killed me. Anw, I had to carry 5 weights altogether back to the P.E store. Juniors were having recess and I was lazy to go up so I just stayed there. hoping to see someone and to borrow money. Sam was nice and she lend me money for a sandwich. Thank to the you to the very much to the Sam.

Math was fun. Miss Tan was nice and gave us break. I never thought tt lessons with her can be so fun. Why? Because the very first day I went to school when I was in Sec 1, she scolded Berlyn, Pansiri and I. 3 periods with her doesnt seem as long as it is with Mrs Chua. SS wont retarded la. Siva cannot make it. Sufiya was hospitalize. Anw, I'm happy that her adopted daughter fainted in the morning yesterday. Didnt know until someone told me.

During Chinese period, all the juniors very nice ar.,. Come look for me for paint and paint brush. I had to be pathetic and to go to the Art room to somehoe help them steal the paint and paint brushes. They even want me to take container for them how nice. I stain. When was the last time I stained my uniform. So maulating. Went to the toilet and write my compo afap. Almost died. Mrs Peggy Tan came to teach us for some remedial lessons. She was so nice and agreed to let 4/4 and 4/7 combine class tomorrow. Her lessons are really good man. Really. Even though she speaks really fast but I guess she was just trying to rush just now.

After school went to the canteen to see if I can be of any help to the juniors. That Joey didn allow me to do anything. I helped in the end. I can draw okay. After today's painting session, I can conclude tt Chole is a protracter and Felicia cannot make it at , she ruin my 3, at first and now it's at least not as bad, though it looks like Baboon's butt from some another position when you place the board, Hazels 4 looks nice, Sandra cant even write a 7 properly, worst than Felicia, Melsa can thinken the paint and help to touch up properly, Kimmie and Michelle CANNOT spray paint properly( I wonder how they can pass DnT), Joey is just as loud as I am, I think she's louder than I am.

Went to Melsa house and her dog is called Pepper and he's very fierce. So small, my Austen so big but so gentle. Anw, left alr. Took bus with Felicia. Wanted to take 32 but I was too lazy to walk.

Thank you Felicia for leding me 1 dollar, Jowie for 20 cents ,Sam for $1.70 and Meida for 80cents. Thank You ALL.

I FINALLY BOUGHT A NEW BAG!!! It's come Puma sling bag. Meida, Lek, TX and Sarita went with me to PP to get it. I almost lost my wallet. I couldnt find my wallet when I got onto the bus. Thank you TX for wanting to give me 60cents to take bus. I went back to school to find my wallet, it's in class. To think I was so worried abt it. I walked all arnd school. Met the rest at PP and Lek really eat alot, I dont understand how can she eat so many things and one after another. I think she and ZX eat as much, and they can still be skinny. Unfair.

First day of school, Just a I predicted. The first person I saw was Vanessa, next comes Pearls, then Steph. I can go be some forune teller. It was fun during CT, when Pei, ZX, Nanda and I was talking abt some F***ed up thing. Saying tt Pei always says tt and there's some F*** song. I'll fo write some F***ed up testimonial to Nanda and Pei. haha. It was really funny.

Changed of Math teachers. I was so sad. I had to leave the class when Pearls and WY just joined. Anw, Miss Tan Lay Kwang is funny. Her lessons are entertaining. I was like, "I'm the only Floorballer". Then, Sufiya gace me the, " so you think I'm not a floorballer" look. Sorry, instantly, I just forgot all abt it. I'm sorry Sufiya if we always leave you out. You have to understand tt it has always been the TEN of us ever since Sec 1.


COMPETITION TOMORROW!!! so exciting. if Jill knows tt I'm still awake now, she'll probably just kill me.

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Your attitude: caring and charmingSmooth and silkly... invigorating and natural.You are like comfort food for the soul.

Went for Breakfast cum Lunch at some hotel near Penisular. The food totally sux. The nicest thing there probably is the fish because it's kinda fresh, but the sauce is too saltish. there's is some weird taste with the pork and the beef. The char siew bao is the wors char siew bao I've ever eaten. Taste sour. The very first shou tao is really bad. The bun is dry, the bean paste is too sweet and taste weird. My Dad and I were complaining and to think all other ppl thinks tt it's ok. Ohh my.
Came home, Berlyn came down to teach me Math. Did till 7 plus. I went to eat dinner all by meself. Went Pearls hse for nth. She's done with EL HW. Was talking abt competition. Competition is jus in 2 days time. I'm nervous at the same time I just wanna have fun. Pearls says tt she feel tt she can feel it inside. I can hear my heart beating so loudly. Aww.
After reading Charlotte's post on some last time we are doing everything. I almost cried. Looking back, from Sec 1, we didnt know each other, never knew some exist, never liked some, now, we all LOVE each other, care for one another, may even know some relatives of theirs.
We may gossip abt one, laughing and making fun, celebrating all birthday, tell one straight in the face, however, WE LOVE EACH OTHER.



It's BACK to school tml. I've not done my EL HW and Math less than half way, Mugging for Math. The very first schoolmate I'll see is Vanessa Wee, are you honoured, 2nd person I'll see is Pearls and the third I predict is Steph. This 3 ppl better feel honored. I'm off to my Math HW.

Ohh My, It was Mission Impossible just now. I had to cheat my 2nd Sister Boyfriend tt I'm going out to but prata because I'm hungry. In fact, I'm there to buy him birthday cake from Cheers. How Nice. I wore my pj so I had to wear my jacket over to cover because I'm too lazt to change. My ankle was painful but I still cycle there. Bought Ben and Jerry and some Sara Lee cake, I supplied my sister with the candle too. It was sucessful because Jacob did nt suspect at all. My sister should be glad tt she have such a brilliant sister who was smart enough to go to the prata man to ask for plastic bag. My eldest sis saw me coming back and ask me where did I go. I said I went to buy prata and she started screaming and say tt it's too late for prata. I was laughing like crazy again. It was really funny.

Woke up when either Renee or Pearls called. Went for some CIP at Bugis. My feet is aching. Goodness. I collected 2 tins which was 3/4 full each. I think the first one had more money than the second one because it was heavier. I did together with Sam Steph and WY. I felt helpful. Like WY or Steph have not finish their flags we'll help them ask and all. Not many cheap trails as Nanda and Pearls. Nanda cheapo go ask Felicia come down just to donate money to her. If not for me, Felicia wont even come down just for her. If only I still have my phone. Everybody will flock down just to give me money. JKJK.
Ate lunch and there anit no space at the food court so we da pao and brought food up to the cinema and eat. I ate ji fan so did Renee and Felicia. Sam, Pearls and Charlotte bought some curry rice from Totochan or smth like tt, forgot alr. We've smth to tell Steph.
LAWS ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN. She's damn law by law. I simply cant stand it.
Went PP to collect my new pair of spectacles. On the way, Nanda and Pearls start hipping and forgot ALL abt me lor. I was so hurt.
I so think tt Nanda's mother was following us. We saw her at both the places we went. First at Bugis, then PP. Saw Auntie at MNG. Some sale and I think we were late and there's nth left. How nice. I had headache. The MNG there is so small and there were so many ppl. I would rather buy when there isnt any sale and take my time to choose and buy. No rush. When it's sale time. You just gotta push and snatch for the clothes tt you like.
Nanda went off since her parents was there so they can send her home. Pearls and I went to Venezia to buy Ice cream. The one at PP is a cheat. They guve so little. Other Venezia give alot. like one full mountain. Their's ar. Is like one valley.
Took 15 then 33. Woohoo. Had a good sleep in the bus. Pearls lie on me and I lie on her head. Wanted to go Sinseh again so tt my leg can heal faster but my mother was grumbling so I didnt. Wanted to eat dinner with Pearls but her parents brought her out to eat. There isnt any other ppl who was free. All I could do was to eat dinner at home. Cook myself some more.

Watched TV. Somehow my dog jus didnt want to go back into his house so my mother got me to bring him back because he dont listen to my Mum. He bit me. how nice. it was painful but lucky didnt bleed.

Goodness. It's just only 3 Days to competition. Woke up in the morning and thought tt the computer is switched on because I slept without switching the computer off last night. Anw, my ankle still hurts. Mum came home to send me to MI. Went there together with Pearls. We were the first 2 KCians to reach. We didnt have anyone to hip with so just talked to Sonia. Half way through, some girl from ITE Mac whom had jus finished her warm-up fainted. From what I heard was feats(spell?) and fainted. Saw Sonia doing CPR. She stop breathing for awhile I guess. I just Pray tt she'll be okay and I know tt God will save her.
Jill didnt allow me to play because of my leg. What's the point of going there. Gosh. I was the ball picker. Game with MI. 1-0. After tt, Jill started talking to us. ohh my. Nanda, Charlotte, Sam and I cried. Others were tearing. I cried because I wanted to play and when Jill said tt everyone there will be able to play during competition. She pointed one FULL round. When she reached me, it was a question mark. I was so sad. I want to PLAY. Just go down to have fun. Stupid Ankle. Wont you just be alright. At first I thought because I couldnt make it because of my fitness or maybe I'm just not a good player. After much thinking, I suppose it's because of my ankle. I'll go for as many accupunture as long as it can cured my ankle in time. No matter how much time or how much pain. I'm WILLING to take it.
If not, all my efforts will go down to drain. Dinner at S'pore post. I dunno why am I so suay, but, the red bean paste totally sux and the barley tt I bought was gross and my 20cents drop in so I couldnt drink it. Sam picked the 20cents from the drink up. I gave it to her since I thought tt it was gross. Nanda was being cheapo and wanted to take the 20cents when she did nth for it. Nanda is the most cheapo person I've ever met who live in a semi-de.
Home, played mahjong and I do not know what's up with eldest sis. She kept scoding ppl. But, while she was scolding I was laughing because her reasons her scolding was funny. Scanned some photos. While scanning, my mother came down and went crazy. saying tt I didnt stud for the whole holiday and whhy am I still using the computer. Goodness. Just scanning some photos and she's grumbling like crazy. I didnt want to come online but since she start grumbling, I'm not gonna bother abt her and I will go onling till as late as I want to. What's her problem. the more you push me, the more I'll wanna disobey you.Just give me freedom and I know what I'm suppose to do. Will you just not bother abt me.

I cant upload the photos will uplosd it some other time.

Slept arnd 4 plus. Woke up ar 7 plus, how nice. so I only had practically 3 hrs of sleep and there was a 3 hrs trng too. WOW.
Trng was fine. I jus felt some pull on my ankle. Should be a sprain. After trng, was deciding to go PP for lunch or to watch movie. They wanted to watch Silent Hill but I didnt want. Bought Silent Hill tickets anw. Since I'm the only one who didnt want to watch. ZX look and sound gay so I jus like ok la. After buying, the man dun allow because my birthday is on October. Ooh my. what difference does it make. It's jus four more mths till I reach 16. So they made us change movie. None of the movie seems to be nice and even those tt I wanna watch, will only be showing at a later time. So the only show was Juns My Luck. Yeah. It's just our luck to watch Just my Luck. Cheater. I slept. This shows how boring the show is. It was just luck from this girl to another guy and the story continues. Ohh my. There was a group of girl who started screaming when Macfly came out. I was like, "okayy" wat's so nice. Must you have such reactions. I used my towel as a blanket, it was so cosy. After the movie, ZX saw Renee's popcorn chicken box, she asked if Renee ate popcorn chicken, Renee said tt all the while she was. To think both ZX and I was sitting beside her didnt know. How hopeless.
Went walking arnd. I bought this topshop panties. The "There's no getting past this defence". I scanned it and this is how it looks like:




I'm gonna wear this for competition. So fun. I'm happy, dont ask me why I wanna buy. It's just nice. It's not tt expensive anw. IF I SEE ANYONE WEARING THIS FOR COMTITION TOO, I'LL KILL TT PERSON, COME STILL MY IDEA ONLY. Teammates still NVM. Some CHAD player come ar. she'll die.
Woohoo. After tt, went home with ZX. talked to her and she looked like she's dying. She said tt I care alot for the juniors. I dont think so. I care for everyone. Watched Holland V then went to Pearls hse so tt she can bring me to some Chinese Sinseh. They watched some Korean movie. I dont see what's so nice but Charlotte kept saying tt it's really nice. Called Innocent Steps.
Walked to the Sinseh place and I almost died. Waited for awhile, went in th room. Actually Pearls and Charlotte werent suppose to go in but I ask the physician so she allowed. YAY. Acupuncture is not as painful as I imagine, I think ants bite are worst than tt, there was some electricity thingy, when it started I laughed like carzy. After sometime you'll get used to it one. Was a fun experience though. First time ever in my life I went to a Sinseh. It was fun.

PEARLIN LEONG YONG FANG IS MY WOUNDED LEG PARTNER.

I went to the physician two days after her. She die die also dun wanna go for acupuncture. My leg is still painful but I dont really bother.

I LOVE YOU!!!

I LOVE YOU, TT'S NEEDLESS TO SAY.
I LOVE YOU, JUST AS MUCH I LOVE MYSELF.
I LOVE YOU, I WANT MY LIFE TO BE FILLED BY YOU.
I LOVE YOU, IT'S JUST ALL TT I WANT TO DO IN MY LIFE.

YOU ARE MY ONE AND ONLY.
ALL TT I WANT.
ALL TT I NEED.
ALL TT I LIVE FOR IN THIS WORLD.

I LOVE YOU,
YOU LOVE ME,
WE ARE HAPPY TOGETHER,
WITH A GREAT BIG HUG,
AND A KISS FROM ME TO YOU.
WONT YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME TOO!

THIS POST IS JUST FOR YOU AND YOU ONLY.
DEAR, I MISS YOU.
I HAVENT BEEN TALKING TO YOU OR ANYTHING OF TT SORT.
MAYBE BECAUSE OF MY HW AND ALL MY FLOORBALL TRNG.
I'LL TRY TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH YOU.
I JUST WANNA LOOK AT YOU.
LIKE HOW YOU WANT ME TO SEE YOU AS.
I SO WANNA SEE YOU.
I SO MISS YOUR VOICE.
I SO MISS YOUR ACTIONS.
I SO MISS EVERY PART OF YOU.
WHEN WILL YOUR CAMPS JUST END.
WHEN CAN I STOP GOING FOR TRNG.
WE NEED MORE TIME TOGETHER.
I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE.
THE ONLY ONE I CAN DEPEND ON.
THE ONLY ONE I SO LOVE.
I'M TOO CAUGHT UP MY OWN THINGS TT I FORGOT ABT YOU AT TIMES;
FORGIVE ME FOR I AM HUMAN TOO;
NOT THE ANGEL TT YOU THINK I AM.
HOPE TT YOU'LL UNDERSTAND.
I WANNA YOUR BE YOUR ANGEL TOO.
BUT LET ME BE A MORTAL AT TIMES TOO.
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER.
I WILL NOT TALK AS MUCH ON THE PHONE TO LIM BEN,
BUT THE TIME WILL BE ALL FOR YOU.

AFTER ALL,
I JUST WANNA TELL YOU THREE WORDS AND A PHRASE
I LOVE YOU.

Nanda came down today to do SS and Bio HW. I think we send the Bio hw to wrong part of Lead.
Anw, Sis told me tt she wonder how I can talk on the phone for so long and she wants to know what I talked abt on the phone. Apparently, I dun really know. Like duh. I dun really remember la.haha. Veronica and the funny basket on her head, Floorball, her Mother, sister, dunno wh, class, and all to Felicia. Nanda is jus crap. Sandra, jus listen to her. Pearls jus ask things, interesting things. Xuan is jus oure laughter. Sam will talk abt her problems and I'll jus hear and give advice at times. Berlyn, talk and laugh listen to her complains and I complain to her too. other than tt I dun really talk on the to with ppl. Ppl like ZX, Sam, Pearls, Nanda, Berlyn and Sandra. I havent been talking to them for quite some time. More than a week I guess. So it's left with Felicia. Have been talking to her. I dunno what we talk abt. I think I the one who go on and on. We will start laughing and things like tt.

While we were doing HW, Nanda got fascinated by my webcam and started talking so many photos with it. Thank you Felicia for helping us to take the photos.







I was bored, she was gay.









Some photo tt I jus found. Ava, I love them.




Nanda jus called to tell me tt Simao from Portugal scored a 24 min Penalty. Not too sure abt the score now but it's Portugal VS Mexico. Portugal, you better win. Since your world ranking is 10th. Nanda says tt Simao reminds her of San Mao

I miss playing with SK. Havent been playing with her. My defend partner.

Hello! I'm Nanda liau! i bet this will come out when i yahoo myself.haha. i'm guest blogging today for wang wang(:oh yea! i tried yahoo-ing my own name again and my blog didnt appear in the yahoo search results!!!!!you dont know how sad i am:( if there's a will there's a way.i'm going to try again tonight!this time it better work!Nanxin's talking to sandra thong now because she misses her like crazy.awww.

sandra thong ah giao! you better appreciate her!

i'm in wang wang's house now supposedly doing biology homework.oh yea and i just found out that her aunty's name is called LUCY WANG.hahahahaha(: her father's name should be called CHARLIE WANG man.you know the peanuts gang in the snoopy show.hahaha.i just heard some planes flying by her house.i bet its for the National Day Parade. i want to go! wang's god mother has extra tickets but i guess i was too late.heh.nanxin cant sms properly already because she hasnt touch her phone since June 12 2006.hahahaha.apparently she's only getting it back after prelims and if only she does well.


STEVEN GERRARD SCORED!!!WHOO(:


Nanda rocks a lot a lot((((((((((((((((((((((:

I think it's good hair day today because the very first thing Nisa said to me was, NX did you cut your hair like neater and nicer. I didnt. so ya.

4 hrs of sleep and 3 straight hrs of Floorball. Aww. Almost died. Trng wasnt tt bad. Played game. MI ppl almost scored when I change with someone. Scary la. Ok, I'm so sorry. Used my stick for awhile, then half way through. I changed stick with Ben, becuase I think I'm using her stick for competition, I'm not too sure. Still deciding which to use. Anw, I scored after changing. Woohoo. I went to thank Ben and she told me tt it's not her stick. It's Veron. So, now I know, Ben stick is cannot make and Veron stick can shoot. When was the last time I scroed. Wow. I totally jus love the moment of scoring. Smth jus so special. I miss being a forward too. Final Scored, 4-0. Went for Lunch at PP. 14 of us. Nisa, Pearls, Nanda and I took cab down so we reached faster. Went to treats. There was, Sonia, Nisa, Nisa's Mum, Sam, Pearls, Renee, ZX, Charlotte, Nanda, Veronica, Jowie, Ben and I. Ate Ban Mian. Veronica and Ben ate Yi Mian. It totally sux. Like urgh. Taste like burnt plastic. Gross. I wonder how can they finish they whole thing, probably jus the very first mouth of it, I'll give it to Nanda or smth alr. After Veronica and Ben finish their food. I took some basket tt was under the pot. I put it on Veronica's head. It was so FARNIE. Ben laughed like siao.The uncle like wanna chase us away like tt, keep wanting to take my ban mian away when there's still more than 1/4 of the mian left. Even though I was standing up, I still wanted to finish eating my ban mian. So many times I told the uncle I still want. Can he jus go to some other tables and not bother abt us. Ben and company went first and they 不辞而别。I had to go say bye to them.
Went home with Pearls. Bought bubble tea and Pearls said tt their pearls today taste like some chinese medicine. Saw Ben and company popped out of no where and aboard the bus. We alighted the bus at ES. Jowie looked so funny when she waved to us. We were laughing. Went over to Pearls hse for awhile.While walking home, there was this group of noisy ppl, I was jus looking at them.
Some girl: should I say.
NX: (wondering wat were they talking abt)
Some girl: KC FLOORBALL SENIOR (shouted loudly)
NX: (turned back straight away, giving them the how do you know me and kiam pa look. Diao them and walk of.)
I was wondering the whole time. Maybe if you know I'm from KC because I was wearing school shorts. and if you know tt I'm a floorballer because I was holding on to a Floorball stick but how did you know tt I'm a senior. I'm gonna look out for them during my competition.

Came home, watched some show for awhile, then slept. till arnd 10 plus. Woke up and called Pearls. She cant come to watch football with me.

Nanda, Take this:
I DO NOT COME ONLINE JUS TO TALK TO FELICIA. I'VE BETTER THINGS TO DO.
It's fun talking to her but it's jus not tt. I hip online everyday even before I know her.

Sorry Veronica. I dun think it was nice of me to put the basket on your head but it was jus funny. I'm here to APOLOGISE. I know you will forgive me.

Thong, I know tt you're suffering from high fever, I hope tt you'll get well soon and entertain me. Never did I know tt I'm so important in your life as an entertainment tool. I'm willing to be one jus so long as it makes you happy because you make me happy too( kiam pa at times though).

I love you!!!
You know who you are,
dun come complain to me I never blog abt you ar.

17th June 2006
Went over to Auntie's house to stay over because Felicia Dad could send me to ITE for trng. In the end no trng because there was something going on over at ITE.
Aunt called to ask me to do some Dad's stuff but I couldnt because there was some error. Ate the pancake yesterday for breakfast. Aunt bought some chicken rice for me, the rice was very nice. WOO. Aunt made some zhuang nai thingy. It's too creamy f not it'll be much better. Then, Aunt's friend came to make rojak. After eating, I felt itchyness, so I ask if there is prawn inside, and my Aunt said tt there isnt and I thought tt I'm allergic to one more thing. In the end her friend said tt there might be, Scare me only. Uncle send me to Pearls hse for some party. Non of Pearls friend is arnd, Ohh, I'm the only one. NVM. there's nice food there. There's this satat chicken tt her Grandma made. Not even nice, then her Grandma start saying tt it's very nice and smells good too. All I could say was, " ya. Can." All her Aunties are friendly. So it wasnt intimidating.The Fu Zhou fish ball very nice. Reached Aunt's house arnd 1015. Nobody open the door because the maid wasnt arnd. Press the doorbell like siao cos Aunt and Uncle didnt hear the bell nor did they see me. Couldnt switch on the computer because there was some problem with the internet.
Asked Jowie, Felicia and SK to call. Jowie didnt call. SK called, talked to her for awhile and she asked me to call Felicia to call and to conference. While talking, I heard Felicia ask me to keep quiet or smth, so I kept quiet. And they thought tt I went missing. So farnie. SK, you're kinda dumb. Felicia was smart to know tt if I kana cut off, they wont be able to talk ebcause I was the one who conference them. SK arh SK. I was so happy when SK said," let's talk bad abt NX". I jus wanted to hear wat is bad abt me then I can maybe try to work on it. Somehow, SK had to leave so they didnt say. Talked to Felicia for awhile, then the phone drop. The sim card like went off place. So I called Felicia to get her to call back and her sister picked up. Her sister shouted and her Mother heard and scolded her. So we couldnt talk. Slept.
18th June 2006
Woke up in the morning to go for breakfast. Went to some wet market nearby. I only knew tt chin chow is hot one. I always thought tt you cook it alr then put into fridge, but NO. My Aunt told me tt it's hot one. Never did I know tt it's so cheap. 50 cents for one big piece. I felt tt I was living in the country side or smth. Went to Awang to help Aunt with cooking. In the end I was sleeping there la. I tink I didnt have enough sleep tt's why. I've been talking to Felicia for the past few nights. Anw, I sleep at tt time usually, maybe a little earlier. but I've been waking up early and sleeping late.
Went to Bontanics Garden arnd 2 plus because NX( Nan Xiao) was performing. There was some 100 zithers performance at the symphony stage. Was kinda boring, I guess I'm jus not tt sort to sit and hear. I would reather scream and lose my voice for Floorball matches. I almost slept but I tried so hars to keep myslef awake; No matter what, I guess we gotta give the performers some respect just by not sleeping and talking. Reached home arnd 10 plus. Watched some show with Dad then called Felicia to talk. Half way, Jowie called so called Felicia's phone to conference. I think I shouldnt talk too much on the phone with Felicia because her Mum will think tt I'm a bad influence. I felt so bad when her Mother called me some BAD girl. ooh wells. Fiona, stop eavesdropping.
19th June 2006
Woke only when Felicia called my house. When over to Pearls house to wait for Steph. I thought we would take MRT but in the end we took a cab because we were late so I suggested to take a cab but they didnt want. So I paid for it. Anw, SORRY to Felicia, Veronica and Jowie. Sorry to make you wait. Jill wasnt arnd for trng, neither was Sonia arnd. It was some guy from Innova JC. DId some tactics. Didnt have time for game but somehow we played in the end. They referree was so bias. I didnt even see Felicia lifting up her stick and her stick was all along on the floor and he gave free hit to ITE bacause Felicia high stick. How nice. I couldnt play properly today. My line conceded 2 goals, I tink both goals scored are my fault. We didnt score a single goal, Like how nice. Anw, we won, despite the biasness. 6-2. Went to S'pore post to eat dinner, I didnt eat because I had dinner at home, I jus went. Was really a fun dinner. 3 seniors( ZX, NX and Charlotte) and 3 juniors ( Veronica, Jowie and Felicia). Saw ZX mother and she treated us to desserts. Thank you Auntie. I saw Felicia's father and he probably is abt my height and at most jus a 1 or 2 cm taller then me because I couldnt really see the difference when Felicia stood beside him. Felicia lied to ZX and told ZX tt she's 160. Cheater la she, Lim Ben.
Sorry Steph, I tink I made you quite guilty, I didnt mean it, Dun worry. I was jus joking. Really. So Sorry.

Goodness!!! N O E L is in Malaysia gaying now and I'm dead here. How nice of him to treat me like tt. He better make sure tt he get me smth back from there. He's like forever overseas. Leaving me behind in Singapore.
There anit no trng today cos there's some camp going on in ITE. Going over to Pearls house later in the night, because there's some party there and her Mum invited me over. Hope tt it'll be fun and there'll be Good Food.

Nanda woke me up by calling me, Thank you Nanda, if not I dun even tink I'll be able to make it for the trng, I tink I'll still be sleeping. Prepared and all then Mum said tt she could send me to school so I was like ok lor. Met Pearls at the bus stop and first sent Sis to school den me. Everyone was there alr other than Charlotte. Warmed up, the warm ups tt I use to dread wasnt as bad today. I jus didnt feel as tired today.
Trng was ok. Lucky Jill focused more on the MI ppl compared to us. Did certain drills. then, it was water break. Jill still have not reached yet, then I was gaying and talking, Jill stood by the side and was staring at us. So scary. Then everybody ran and start trng. Somehow we realised tt there was this chick which drop down from dunno where, we could see the intestines and all. It wasnt even born yet. It was still in the shell. GROSS. Was talking to Jowie and Steph kept scolding and ask us not to talk. We were talking abt Wendy Wong, saying abt what bra. When we changed sides, had more time to talked and they said tt my bra looked like some medal form the back and tt was wat Steph told me the very first time she saw this bra too. Anw, it's Nike ok. Sandra Thong, it's not any cheapo pasar malam 3 for 10 dollars lor, I tink yours is la. tt's why you said tt mine is so tt you'll have someone to accompany you. Jowie gave us some sweet, tt she bought for us from England, during the next water break. It's very nice and she threw some chips to Sandra Thong and both Sandra Thong and I thought tt it's Lays, we also can buy from Singapore. In the end it's some Walker thing. Didnt have a chance to eat it. NVM, suppose to watch my diet. Played games. Final score, KC VS MI. 5-1. Woohoo, wo won. Line one for team KC, Wan Yan, Nisa, Nanda, Zi Xuan. Goals conceded, 0. Shots on goal, 2. Shots scored 1. Line 2 for KC, Charlotte, Pearlin, Renee and NX. Goals conceded, 0. Shots on Goal, 5. Shots scored, 2. Line 3, Jowie, Veronica, Felicia, Sandra Thong. Goals conceded, 1. Shots on goal, 2. Goals scored, 0. Line 4, Steph, Wan Ling, Wan Yan, Nanda. Goals conceded, 0. Shots on goal 4. Shots scored, 2. Then the other team I dunno la, dun even know who they are.
After trng, went Sing post to eat. I ate kan lao ban mian, according to Jowie, it's very nice but I tink it's jus alright la. I tink she eats jus anyhing tt goes to her and she'll think tt tt's nice. Anw, went home with Felicia. Took train with Veronica, Jowie, Sandra and Felicia. They came to look for me because they went somewhere else to eat when we were eating at the food court. Then, Nanda or dunno who said tt NX fan club come look for her, I was like OKAYY. Felicia was being kind and bought all if us some sweet, Thank You. I was nice too, I treated her to some jelly and it was only for my Dear Felicia. Went with Felicia to buy char kauy tiao, dao hua,pan cake and chicken rice. Felicia, " Uncle, dao hua 2 bao." NX, " are you sure it's dao hua or dao hua drink". Felicia, " YES!!! Dao hua." Uncle," you want it in a box or packet". Felicia," packet". NX,"Are you sure. Ppl all eat in box want why you want packet". NX, "Uncle, this $10 dun need to give change. Felicia snatched the $10 from me and gvae $2. I somewhat jus dun trust Felicia. Sandra Thong went home first. Felicia and I saw some football match England VS some dunno wat la. She told me what's gonna happen and all. Sat there for 45 mins and by the time all her food bacame soggy. I felt so bad because I was the one who wanted her to stay and watch with me. Borrowed Felicia's stick and wanted to practice and realise tt I dun have a ball so nvm la. I want to use her stick for competition because it'll be long enough. Sonia said tt my stick is too short for me. Why? Why must Jenney Magnusson be so short. If only. I tink I'm gonna use Felicia's stick for the time being.
Talked to Felicia on the phone when I came back. Talked from dunno what time till 1150 plus. Because tt computer desperate wants to use the computer. Sooner or later she'll need to wear spectacles.
I'm Wang Cong Ming because I'm from China and Felicia is Lim Ben because she came from England such a nice name for her rite.
When did Nice NX become Wang Ben ar. When did I talked to Felicia till 3 am. huh. Was it yesterday or the day before.

Woke up only at 12 plus today because I talked to Felicia Lim till 3.30 am. Was suppose to go running early in the morning but I was such a pig and woke up so late, Xuan Pearls and I woke up late so we cancelled the plan to run.
Satyed at home all day long, did my Math green booklet. Saw some frog which jump out of the fish tank at home so went to pick it up, with plastic bag of course, and I started playing with it,then Mum came home, so I put the frog back. Goodness, I tink I injured it or smth, the frog like cannot swim properly, I feel so guilty even though it'll die sonner or later because the arowana(spell?) will eat it up but still. Bathe and ate my dinner, Nanda came to do Bio hw. Before tt, we were watching some Animal face-off show. Like seeing either the Gorilla or the Leopard will win when they fight. In the end, the Gorilla won. Started with the Bio hw, almost died but still not done because Nanda had to go home alr.
Somehow Austen start barking very loudly so I went behind to see, he was barking at some snail, and when I wanted to take it away, he wanted to bite me, so naughty. My sis came and distract him and threw it away. Threw it into some neighbour's house, I didnt mean it but it jus went in. NVM, anw the snail cannot do much harm to them.
Called them to confirm with some things. Talked to Felicia Lim and she says tt when she has nth to do nobody wants to call her and when she's using the computer, everybody start calling her. She's deprive of the computer or smth.
Anw, EVERYONE IN FLOORBALL, IF YOU ARE GOING FOR THE TRNG AT MI TML, PLS MEET AT PAYA LEBAR MRT AT 815. THANK YOU.
I'll be out whole day tml so dun bother calling my house. You can try calling any of the floorballers. I'll be having trng. Not too sure where in the afternoon but I'll be going over to my cousin house to stay over. Felicia Dad will be sending me over to ITE Mac, so Pei Sei.
Can ask Felicia Lim or Berlyn for my cousin's house number.

I'll be with Pearls, Renee, Sam and Xuan in the morning tml to run at 530 to watch sunrise at ECP. Then, I tink I'll be at home whole day studying so jus call me house if not maybe Nanda.

Sis woke me up and got me to go with her to down town east to book chalet, drove there. The person there kinda friendly and it was kinda fun trip. Sis treated me to Macs breakfast, SO FATTENING, but I'll make it up by running.
After tt, Sis fetch me to Bedok MRT. Went to meet Felicia Chua. There were 2 HK boys in the train, they are so adorable. Anw, reached Somerset and didnt see Fel, she was late. I tired calling her but nobody pick up. So when I met her I ask her how come you never pick up my call. She said tt nno one called her and I realised tt I took the 6 for 4 no wonder, only myself to blame. Met the BLUR Agnes. Walked around Taka to look for Berlyns birthday present, bought her some earring and Esprit towel.While we were in Taka, I dunno what Agnes told Felicia tt made Felicia so sad and depress for the whole trip. Then I ask her and it's was abt some guy not actiong in a show anymore. Look at how naughty Agnes is. Anw, I tink Felicia is the one who was too gullible. Agnes didnt sound convincing at all. Wanted to eat Pepper Lunch but Agnes and Fel didnt want. Ate KFC instead, didnt want to eat cos of all the fats but still ate, what a pig I am. I'm so guilty. Met Berlyn there, and for the very first time, at least from what I know, Berlyn got lost. Talk and talk. Then, Fel had to leave because she had to go for tuition. Left with Agnes, Berlyn and I. Berlyn suggested to take neoprints so we took. Here are those tt I have:

So happy. Went arcade, saw some bitch there. Wanted to play Car racing and we were queuing up and she jus wanted barge in. I stared at her, then she went to the other sit. Raced with her and I dunno wat's her problem la. Start banging ppl, then all her friends arnd her kept saying,"BANG, BANG". They too free la. She come bang ppl in the end she lose herself, Agnes-1st, NX- 2nd, Berlyn-3rd and tt bitch-4th and the last. I'm not gonna start the word bitch in capital letter because I totally do not have any respect for such person. bitch and her group of friends play some game not too sure wat it's called and started screaming like crazy la, NOISY. Totally no substance whatsoever in them. I do not know wat's with them and I seriously think tt she need to go for a makeover. Not tt her dress sense really sux but she jus look like a boy, a SHORT boy. I do not understand why must she wear cap in the arcade. As all should know, arcade is somewhere tt is dark enough and light can never penetrate through the walls. Walked abt, and Agnes gotta leave for the hospital.So Berlyn went home and I went PP to get smth. was so tired tt I slept on the bus and there was this guy who was such a pain and talked so loudly on the phone. I was so irritated tt I turned back and told him,"Excuse me, can you pls lower your volume". At first she was softer abit, less than 5 mins he went back to the same volume, lucky the bus reached PP alr. if not I'll scream at him. I really wanted to tell him,"Sorry Sir but no one in the bus is interested in your conversation so can you pls lower your volume. Pls be jus this little bit more considerate".Ate Ya Kun. Took 15 and then 33. It was so funny in Bus 33. I walked up bare foooted and there was this man chanting away with him beads. Then, this is the funniest part of all, the bus uncle turn and there was this uncle sitting behind me, I think there's smth wrong with the seat, and the seat and it flew up and went down again. I was laughing like crazy and there was this couple behind laughing too. This is probably the funniest bus ride ever for me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERLYN SEOW SHU WEN!!!
I'm so happy to know her, I tink she's my bestfriend and I'm her bestfriend(slef-claim). I'm jus so glad tt she's always there when I needed help or smth of tt sort. Evem though we might have quarrels and times when we were screwed up but I guess the happy moments can cover up everything. I trust and have faith in you. I LOVE you jus as much as you love me. We may not seem to talk much in school but I knwo tt we'll always be bestfriends and we may mixed with different groups of ppl, we'll always have each other jus right beside our hearts.
I guess tt we'll still be able to hip together even till old age. I'll be tai tai and she'll be some sucessful business women, I hope to see our future bright. I want to see you there.

Woke up in the morning, went to school for some Science centre trip.
so fun la. those ppl who never go definitely will regret.
ZX and Nanda was gaying in the bus. Sat with Meida and she's such a nice pillow compared to ZX. so boney. I petty her Boyfriend next time man.
First, we went to watch some chemistry bar thingy. then, tt woman kept saying, "Girls, do you tink this is magic. No!!! It's science." she said tt for all the experiments tt she did for us. so annoying,I had fun though.
After the show, we walked around. I found the freeze the shadow thingy so amazing. Like WOW!!! Sadness, cannot take photo, if I use flash, the effect will be gone, if I jus take it like tt, then it'll be too dark, I guess you ppl jsu gotta go there and see it for yourself. Mdm Zakiah was being nice and let us walked all around ourselves. I was together with TX, ZX, Meida and Cheryl Lek.Played some Atomic attack or smtg, so fun. Run here and there, den dunno where to go, start screaming. Nanda's specs somehow got bent there but I tink it's gonna be alr. There was this crystal smth chair, so cool, you sit on it and when you stand up, there'll be the shape of your butt. We went to the aviation place. Sad ar, the aviation thingy is close. Den we went up to some place, they have a helicopter there, though it cannot fly but it's still fun.
Then, we walked to some unknown place. I walk up this place, it was kinda like a cage, while walking down, I slipped and fell, I tink I zao geng, but ti doesnt really matter because ti was so painful tt nth really matters. OUCH!!!
Walk all around, then we reached water works. Played all around there. I was kinda wet, but Nanda was soaked with water. Because she was silly enough to believe tt cheater Cheryl Lek. Nanda,"lets walk through this water maze". Cheryl Lek,"okok sure, so fun." Together,"1,2,3 RUN." Cheryl Lek jus stood there and Nanda ran into the water. Saddening. After tt, Nanda kinda force Cheryl Lek to go into the water maze too and they both got wet, I tried walking through too but I wasnt as wet as they were. Lucky nobody came to attack me.
Waited for the bus, and Mdm Zakiah made all of us to say wait was the most interesting tt you saw there. I told her tt mine was the sniffing thingy and you have to differentiate the smell, but in fact, tt isnt it. The most fascinating one is still the freeze the shadow, but everyone had to say different things. It was really fun. There is still so many more things to tell you all but I'm jus far too lazy to type, you can call me if you want to know more, I'll be glad to tell you.
Was suppose to go with Cheng and Fel to celebrate Berlyn's birthday and I was suppose to be the surprise, but in the end Berlyn couldnt make it so they cancel the thing off. To think Cheng was arguing with me dunno wat Cafe thingy. Anw, Kembangan Cafe is a cheat.
Went with Nanda and ZX to PP. Ate lunch and started shopping. It's realyl fun to shop with Nanda. She gives you ideas and she will not grumble and is willing to help(Nanda, you better thank me for praising you even though it was on my own accord).ZX bought some denim material shorts which cost $73 and she dont have tt much money so Nanda's dunno wat card came into good help. She says tt her card pay for alot ppl when they really need it. I think I need to go Dorothy Perkins and get my clothes cos they have my size. and when we were in Dorothy Perkins ZX jus had to sit there and wait because she cannot fit into anything there, not even the smallest size. ZX grow fatter.
ZX took 15 home first because she had to rush to meet Steph to run. After topping up my EZ I took 15 too. Then I went over the ZX hse to look for her so tt I'll at least have someone to take bus with me. Met Charlotte in the bus, then she told us tt hse's running too. Alight the bus at my bus stop and I ask ZX if I should run and the obvious ans is YES. So I went home to take my things and ZX waited for me and my Dad sent us to Bedok staduim. While I was in the car I realise tt I forgot to bring my wallet out, and my Dad got me to take money form the car, happiness la. extra money, I could have took watever I wanted but I didnt take alot.Thank you Daddy. Sorry to keep you waiting Steph. Waited for Charlotte and Nanda for awhile and they said tt they'll be late so we didnt wait for them. Started running, Steph and ZX ran together and I was lagging behind. At leadt I was able to complete 3 rounds round the track without stopping, Continued with another 3. Then stretch abit, went back to run another 2 rounds. So tt makes up 8 rounds for the day which is 3.6 km.
I tink my Dad is happy tt I'm running. He told ZX," bring her out to run more often". I was like ok. I will, it's jus whether or not I want.
Charlotte and Nanda rich kid go to the gym nearby to run. Because Charlotte does not have a towel, she's not allowed to go in, when she alr. have paid. Such a cheat la. Din know how this is solve because Steph ZX and I went off first, Steph wanted to watch her 7 O' clock show. Went o some nearby stall and bought drink.
Rest for awhile den went home. Thank You ZX for walking home with me, even though you were tired. Waited for the bus with ZX. All the way was gay talk with ZX. Now I know why Nanda calls her a gey pok.Went home ate dinner arnd 8 reaching 9. After dinner conferencr with Agnes, Edelyn and Fel, abt Berlyns birthday tml. Edelyn wont be going because her sister have to go to the hospital for some flat foot thingy, I dun see tt flat foot cause me tt much trouble. Maybe mine is not as bad.
I'll be with Berlyn tml call her if you know her number if not, go find out. I might be with ZX later in the evening because we'll be running.

Pls do not message or call me because my phone jus got confiscated.
Can only get my phone back after prelims.
So irritating.
I'll make sure I'll get back before tt.
I dunno how,
but I'm gonna tink of some way.

First, you took away my freedom by giving me a curfew,
Now, you're taking away all my connections.
What have I done?
Jus because of the damn phone bill.

At first, I Love my family and home,
Now, I hate it.
Where have the Love gone to.
Hidden deep down in my heart.

The laughters I used to have here,
have all become tears.
The sofa I used to sit on,
is empty now.

My room,
Is where I am always.
Not wanting to see them,
a place where I hide.

I love to stay out,
because there's nothing much I can value here.
I love this place,
but there's no way I can express it,
so I chose to hate it.

Isnt it ironic?
I've got no idea why it's so too,
I'm feeling so confuse inside,
I can ask no one.

Woke up arnd 1 plus. Studied Geog all the way till early 3. Change and all den met Pearls in the bus. Went for ITE trng. Did not play game. Nth much today actually.

Wang nan xin, your relationship color is Orange

This means that you tend to be a passionate yet agreeable partner who balances your need for independence with a healthy dose of flexibility. Above all, you seem to strive for a certain amount of self-sufficiency, even as part of a couple. As a result, you'll often try to work through any problems or concerns you have on your own before discussing them with your partner. Perhaps you feel that this approach helps you steer clear of unnecessary blow-ups. You may also value the mystery and romance you can create by doing some things separately from the one you love.
People with compatible relationship colors tend to bring out the best in one another because their approach to relationships is harmonious. But if you're with someone whose relationship color clashes with yours, you're headed for more challenges than most.

Wang nan xin, you're an Evil Middle Low!
Good-Evil
Good for you, you're human. We all have evil thoughts, and you may have acted on a few of yours, but you're probably okay traveling through Buffy's turf. Or maybe you're an aspiring evil person and you've never given yourself a real chance. Go ahead and forgive yourself for the mean-spirited — but ultimately harmless — pranks you pulled in grade school. Whispering behind your co-workers' backs won't flood you with bad karma. And we've all held out for ourselves in the throes of passion a time or two. So keep listening to that conscience of yours, but don't worry about tuning it out every so often.

Not passive aggressive- Passive aggresive
Don't feel too bad about hiding your anger. At least, not right now. When your spleen ruptures from internalized stress, then you can feel bad about it. Passive people act that way because they're ultimately sweet and don't want to upset anyone. While that may work for the short term, you end up looking like a real back-stabber when you, ah, stab someone in the back. Try to deal with your problems up front, and you probably won't have to renew your concealed weapons permit this year.

Not blacked hearted-Blacked hearted
Your heart's a little dark, but your kindness makes up for any evil deeds (except for that stunt you pulled in elementary school — yes, that one — tsk, tsk, that was pure wickedness). But you can forgive yourself for coming off as a meanie, because if you were 100 percent sweet, you wouldn't be normal. So continue being considerate of others, and remember — when you get cut off in traffic, it's okay to give the finger every once in awhile.

Did some IQ test and here it goes abt me:

Wang nan xin, your IQ score is 95
The way you think about things makes you an Information Organizer. This means you have an eye for detail. You can scan a page and find the one mistake on it. You're also able to organize things in a way that makes sense and arrange information so that it is easier to understand. This makes you a very valuable resource for others who aren't organized or who have trouble catching their own mistakes. It's often difficult for traditional intelligence tests to pick up your particular set of abilities because the talent of organizing information and spotting inconsistencies is much harder to measure than other abilities.

Woke up only arnd 2 plus, went overto ah ma hse to play mahjong. was pretty alright. the very first round, was a 炸（not too sure if it's this)湖. was suppose to pay Sis and all 3.20 each but lucky they din ask for it, if not I die.
came home arnd 4 plus. Mum ask me if I wanna go with Dad to someone's wedding dinner, I was like ok. but then, I was like should I go or should I not. but still went in the end. It was at Hilton, wanted to go Tiasa but din have time(wasted). Still, I had nice food though.
came home and did the translating thing.

Today is the birthday of many. First, it's Ting, den Valerie, now it's Michelle(junior).
Anw, woke up in the morning, 8 plus, den start preparing for trng later on. My Mother ask I want to eat, but I din want. She said tt there is bread, jus eat thrn go la. I thought tt by the time the bread is ready and I eat, I'll be late. But she jus made so I had to eat. I was waiting for the bread, and realise tt it's 8.36 alr. so I ask my Mum if she can fetch me over to Kembangan MRT. Apparently, she din want to because of tt damn parking lot there. I was so angry la, not tt I dun wanna walk but because I was late and she dun understand. I jus walk off the house forgetting to take the money, so I dun have money for the day.
Took 28 and go there by myself cos I din want to let them wait. Told them to wait in the canteen, but when I reached, I see no one. Called Nisa but no one pick up, so walk abt to look for them. I heard Charlottes laughter coming from the toilet and saw them inside. This shows how loud KC girls can be.
Trng was fun. I love wiht Charlotte. Din have a chance tom play with Nisa. Played with the twins, Priscilla and Stella, their encourgement brought me up and make me feel like playing, but I still dun dare to talk to them so got Sonia to help me thank them.
Ate after trng, with Pearls, Charlotte and Sonia. Learnt alot from Sonia. Lucky I have hidden money in my wallet, if not I wont have money to eat.

Woke up only at 10 plus, den Godma came to fetch me. Went to Sakura to eat. probably tt's abt it of my life for the day.
Suppose to have friendly match with MI today but I didnt go. Sadness. Anw, I know tt they could do it in spite of having little players. They won. 3-0.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAVONNE!!!

woke up only at 1120. For the very first time since holiday ,starts for other ppl, I woke up so LATE. Called Pearls and ask her if she wants to eat breakfast together, like go pp or smth. but she was alr. there. so I got Mum to send me over. Have not step in crystal jade for some time, so went there to eat meatball congee, Thank you Pearls for following me. After tt, jus walk abt pp. nth much actually. Pearls and I flip flop all arnd pp.
Trng was pretty alright. I really MUST run. I feel really bad, for every trng Steph and WY have to be behind and run SLOWLY with me. Jill didn't come, had trng with Sonia. HAPPINESS, there's alot of time to play game. Strated playing arnd 4, so tt means tt we have one and a half hour to play game. Went home with Pearls; saw Dad and she seem like a loner w/o anyone with her. Took 55 den 854.
Was using the computer for Bio hw but Sis wanted to use the computer so decided to do it tml or smth. Watched tv with Dad, but there isnt any nice programme or serial drama to watch. No one wants to entertain me as well. NVM. I called Berlyn and talk till arnd 3.30. Talked abt many many things, in fact we werent done with the conversation but I had to put down because I'm going out in the morning with Godma tml.

Thanks Nanda for following me arnd after school today. Thank you.

Had lessons all they way till 2. Went over to pp to collect my specs and they cheated my feelings. The stock is not here. Gotta wait for another mth. Suppose to book BBQ pit and in the end Aunt say dun need. so went home. GONNA PRACTICE FOR COMPETITION.

Was late for Miss Chai's class today. So SORRY. I'll try to be earlier next time. Geog then Bio. It was such a hot day tt ZX actually fell asleep. Guess wat Nanda ate?
some salmon nigiri(or smth like tt) from 7-11. IT WAS ,"LIKE TOTALLY". Nanda even got me to remind her not to eat anything from 7-11. Certain things arent tt bad, but the one tt she ate was really bad.

Traning was pretty ok. I ran 20 rounds without stopping even though I was lagging behind. THANK YOU STEPHANIE FOR ENCOURAGING ME ALL THE TIME. WY was there for me too. I tore my shoe while foing some sprint, so I had to go bare-footed. Jill made us sit in a circle, den started her inspirational talk again. she first called Sam out and said tt she'll want Sam in her team. How I wish I can join too. But Look at me, Is there a possibilty. Yes there is, but I need to work harder. Then, Jill called me out, I dunno why, but tears jus flowed down like streams. I tried to cover it up though. Probably only Sam noticed. I'm a good actress. Yan Xi partner where are you.
Pearls, can you pls jus stop lagging for a day, but I really thank you for always being there for me.

1.My Ex is: No One.
2.Maybe I should: Study and train harder for O level and Competition.
3. I love: My Family and Friends.
4. I dont understand: Many Math question.
5. I lose: almost everything tt I had. According to Felicia, I have SMOOTH hands.
6.Ppl say I would: die out of laughter.
7. Love is: Sweet and Sour.
8. Some where, someone is: dying out there and we're enjoying life (treasure all tt you have)
9.I will always: talk.
10. Forever is: Always(which is longer)
11. I dont want to: repeat sec 4.
12. I tink current US persident is: Bush.
13.When I wake up in the morning: I look for my phone. (it always drops on the floor.)
14. My past is: Hapyp and Sad.
15. I get annoyed when: Things tt are suppose to be done and yet undone.
16. apparently there ani't any question here so I shall continue.
17.My dog is: Austen. My favourite is Kennneth.
18.My cat is: I hate them, why would I wanna keep them. if you ever know how filthy they are.
19. Kisses are the best when: it's from my love ones.
20. Tomorrow: is a new start.
21. I really should: do my quiet time more often.
22. I have low tolerance for ppl who: have bad attitude problem.
23. I am tagging: Pearls, Nanda(Wanna see what funny ans they(Pearls and Nanda) can come out with), Felicia Chua, SK and Thong.

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Happy Birthday Ah Yi(Sorry, We're a day late.)




















Happy US.








Omen tml, Who wants to watch with ME!!! Inviting ppl to come and watch with me. Above are some photos tt we took with Ah Yi.
Sorry if you cant really see.

The very first Lit lesson tt I never fall alseep. Was 4 mins late for El lessons because Nanda ZX and I went over to the market and eat. The Milo there is very sucky la. It's either the Milo powder or the Sugar has a rise in price. After school went to PP to make my specs cos there's some peel of paint. I'm gonna get a NEW pair of specs, HAPPINESS. den went to roxy square to bind my Geog stuff and to laminate my O level confirmation slip if not it'll be dead by the time I'm having O level. The said, $4.50. I told her how come so cheap, den she told me she see wrongly, should be $6. Look at how honest I am. den bought Bubble tea. their honey milk tea ar, no need money one, put so much(beside 7-11). Saw Daphne Tan with her Dad arnd the bus-stop, so dao la, never say hi, but she smiled. Pearls and I took 32, I went to Bedok to meet Godma, Wei, Xiong and, Ru. Went to Bedok to celebrate Ah Yi's 57th birthday. ate alot so no dinner tonight.

My auntie,ah gong, 2 other cousin and I went to Bukit Timah. FUN!!! Went over to Singapore Post to eat dinner. Was messaging Sandra Thong and she was like den wat friend am I of yours. I told her, messaging friend. den she was like, WOW. I'm your entertainment tool cum messaging friend, 2 in 1, not bad. I told her, ya la. Best buy ar. you dunno ar. Sandra den said, you make me sound like some porduct la. she was the one who said 2 in 1 in the first place.

Suppose to meet Pearls 730 in the morning somehow I only woke up at 830, so change of plan and met her at 930 in the end. Went over to her house. started running at around 940. Ran from Kembangan to East Coast, I thought I couldnt make it but we reached in 40 mins time(maybe lesser). Treated Pearls to Macs Milo cos I lag den run too slow, but at least I MADE IT. Thanks Pearls. We saw Chole in East Coast park, and guess wat. She's gonna catch the crabs again., beacause her sister killed all the crabs at home. While running, I felt like peeing. so stop by Renee's house to pee and I woke Kimmie up. NVM, Kimmie, you shouldnt be a pig. Lag there for awhile den walk back to Pearls house.Was at the gate, then help to hold the gate for some women and her daughter. She told her daughter, 'say, thank you AUNTIE.' do I look like an AUNTIE to you. she must be thinking tt I'm Pealrs Mum, but SORRY. I'm no mum of Pearlin. I'M PEARLS FRIEND AND SHE'S OF THE SAME AGE AS ME. Sat by the pool for awhile, den went to eat lunch with Pearls and her mum offered to treat me. Thank you Auntie.

After Lunch I went to TM, changed some SCV remote control. Went to the bastment to but Tako Pachi and saw Ms Soo there. Din ask her why she's there but jus talk to her for awhile. Walked to the interchange to take 67 to go to Bedok. I walked passed Sports Link and thought tt my shoes are really chad so bought a pair of new school shoes. The very first pair of Kappa I got was size 7, then 8, 8 AGAIN, bought 6 because there aint no stock. den this time I bought 5.5. My feet is small, but I jus want to get bigger shoes because dun need to tie the shoe lace and all, all I need to do is to put my feet in. Pearls called jus went I got up the bus. YAY. wont be bored in the bus.

Reached Bedok and started photocopying the stuff. I'm a BAD photocopier. Mum very pro la. NVM, Nanda you better thank my mum and I for standing in front of the photocopy machine for so long.

Reached home, I realised tt there's smth wrong with my sim card. there's no network coverage. I then realised tt my dad upgraded my line because my plan jus end. So I gotta use another sim crad so this sim card will not be in use anymore. My Sis took the phone tt my dad bought because of the line away and I'm sill stuck with my old phone. NVM. Since tt phone is so fragile according to my sister, I better not take it. I should jus be happy and gay with this one tt I've now. Nan Xin be contented with wat you have. I'm gonna get a new phone soon anw. gonna trade in the one I've now and my sis old phone and with tt, I should be able to get a new N6230I, the thing abt 6230 is tt there's alot of ppl having this phone. but, it's ok. At least I can get smth new. NVM abt the other ppl, jus so long as I'm happy.

Watched Posiedon at 8 plus wit my sister and her boyfriend at home. The quality is really bad. Quite a nice show, I never thought tt it'll be as nice. I slept at the first part though. Cos kinda boring in front, jus like the day after tommorow, I slept at the first part, but thought tt it's kinda interesting.

School in the morning, Had Chem lessons but Mdm Zakiah not arnd so had to do some North Brooks paper. It reminds me of the juniors competition and this girl who went up to my Daddy and said,' Number 11, tt guy wants your number.' den the guys behind all siam la. how hopeless can they get. it's either they really wants her number or it's jus a dare. Anw, my Daddy is pretty. Went to the market opp school to eat during the break, and was 9 mins late for Geog but they have not started lessons yet. Wr went over to library for Geog, and the teachers showed us some ring of the fire video and we were suppose to write down notes but apparently I cant really catch wat the man was trying to say, or it's jus tt I dunno wat country he was talking abt. Out of so many countries. I only caught, Chile of North West America. and Japan, Mt Fuji. Ohh ya, and do everyone tinks tt AVA girls knows how to operate all kinds of DVD, VCD players all all other things tt has smth to do with AVA. Really, we only know things tt Mr Pang ever thought us, other than tt, I'm a computer idiot. Pls stop asking us to operate evrything, and tt DVD player in the library is jus like any other player at home, wat makes them thinks tt only AVA girls know how to operate. Probably any Tom, Dick or Harry on the street will know. Why muzt the AVA girls always do these kinda things when it's not even our duty to do so. I dun mind doing it, but it's jus tt they tink tt we're like some wat la. Gotta do these kinda thing all the time.
Math lesson, Ria and all were late by 1/2 hr so Mrs Chua decided to hold us back for 1/2 hr. Did probability and tt reminds me of the last few days when I was in the China school. TT China Math teacher with his ping lu yu kai lu. I wasnt sleeping in class, my head was jus on the table.
I thought tt ZX will go home with me but in the end she left me all alone and went over to Nanda's house. NVM. anw, lucky, I saw Berlyn's Dad outside school and he offered to send me home. THANK YOU UNCLE.
Reached home, and I went to the back yard with my dog, Austen, ran with him in my school uniform and my mum was like,‘它忙，你也跟着他忙。' but I was jus playing with him. Practice Floorball for awhile, then did a little bit of Math. Ate dinner, Den rewrite this Poem for Berlyn. I wrote this when I was in Sec 2 or 3, I cant remember but I remember tt when I read this to her, both of us started crying, this may seem to be nth to some of you but it means alot to the both of us.
Sorry if you dun understand.